I can't really put into words the feeling inside of me. There are things I can't talk about, but would love to talk about, things I don't know how to talk about, and things that I don't want to talk about. Luckily, God knows my feelings and struggles.
I don't want to be thrown into drama that isn't mine, chaos I didn't create, and feel like a burden. (Just a few more cryptic things for you to process.)
Standing up for myself is hard. I hate ticking people off, and I hate confrontation. Yep, I'm a sissy. I believe certain things are unfair, but I suck it up and take the blow to keep peace.
I have plenty of life decisions to make this week. I just wish God could literally kick me in the right direction, but I guess that is when faith wouldn't exist.
Prayers would be awesome.